Hello!
This week was saweet!
Wednesday was when it really started to get good! We went and planted trees for a family in our ward. Missouri clay is much easier to dig! Still sweat my butt off though cause it was hot! Anyway, we got back to our phone and realized that we had received 4 referrals from the sisters. We were so happy that we went to the store to get them some cookies. Upon leaving I saw a man sitting in his SUV. The spirit spoke clear to me "go back, and talk to that guy" so I did. He was so prepared! We discussed many different subjects. When the Book of Mormon was presented, and we invited him to read it, he said "NO I WONT! Cause I already know it's the words of Christ" we said "how do you know?" He said "because I feel it in my heart, and only the spirit can do that, I've been looking for that feeling for quite sometime." We invited him to baptism right there and he is on date for October 22nd.
That night at about 1205am we received a text from one of our former investigators. We had scheduled several appointments with this kid. We set up 2 church tours, but nothing came of it. He wouldn't show, and when we would call him he would have some sob excuse. Well, we hadn't heard from him in 2 weeks. But finally he sends us a text "Elders, sorry I haven't been able to get in touch with you. I have been in jail, but I would really like to talk to you. I have had some time to think" We scheduled a church tour, and he desired to repent and be baptized. He is also on for the 22nd!
Friday we had an amazing experience! One that I will never forget! I learned what it means to be led by the spirit. We were in this place called Knob Knoster (IDK why it's called that...what kind of name is that?) anyway. it's out in the boonies of our area. We had an appointment fall through. But as I was sitting there i had an impression to go see someone in Leeton that kind of trip would cause us to back track 15 minutes, and the drive another 20. But it was so distinct that it could not be questioned. Off we went into the boons! We accidentally passed the home we were looking for, so my companion pulled into the drive way of a secluded country home. We looked on it, and decided to knock it. A women answered and said "we study all 5 of your standard works. My husband holds the priesthood, we believe that Joseph smith restored the truth, and we have church in our home every Sunday." We asked her if we could back and teach them a lesson this Sunday. She gladly accepted. Her husband was nice, and we sat down and began to discuss the gospel. This guy does not hold the priesthood, because his ordination was not under the keys of the prophet of the church. We ripped up and down their concerns for 2 hours! Each concern was resolved, or brought to a point where he had nothing but faith to rely on. After each one of those concerns there was a moment of pausing and reflection on his part. We could tell that he was chewing on something. We invited him to pray about this stuff. He asked me how I knew it was true, and I gave him Moroni 10:3-5 and bore testimony of the prophet Thomas S. Monson. I then invited him to do what I did. He said he will ponder these things, and we will meet in a week. GOD LEAD US TO A FAMILY. MIRACLES HAVE NOT CEASED!!!
The adversary will do anything and everything to get you to stay put. He knows that you recognize the Lords charge to open your mouth and declare this gospel. He knows that you have a conviction on your lips about Jesus Christ that will turn bad men good, good men great, and in the end great men perfect. In the words of Jack R. Christiansen "the devil don't kick dead dogs" if he didn't try and put fear into your heart before you go out for the day, you did not prepare with sufficiency, because the adversary is happy with those that lay down, and do not seek anymore.
Missionaries that are full of zeal preach the gospel no matter who's watching, who's in their path, or the effort it takes to testify to the next living soul they see. They "Go...in the power of the ordination wherewith [they] have been ordained, proclaiming the gospel with tidings of great joy, even the everlasting gospel." The Lord leaves this promise "I will send upon him the comforter, which shall teach him the truth and the way whither he shall go"
The adversary may tempt you to say "oh, he's mowing his lawn" or "they're getting unto their car" or "we are in a public place with too many people, isn't the gospel supposed to be personal?" Denying the fact that the Holy Ghost speaks to the mind and heart of all men. We can be completely silent on the outside, yet screaming with joy from within. Remember this simple promise that the Lord has given us in many different instances, it is a pattern all over in the scriptures. If you just Go, then the Lord will help you Do. "Go forth in the spirit, from multitude to multitude, declaring the word of God, even until [you] declare it unto them all" (Helaman 10:17) "and it shall be given you by the comforter what you shall do" (D&C 31:11)
"And I was led by the spirit, not knowing beforehand the things which I should do" (1 Nephi 4:6) Was Nephi led? Yes. Did he know exactly what he needed to do? No. It was unfolded by the spirit as he followed each and every prompting without stubbornness. As the charge is stated in 2 Nephi 32:5 "if he will enter in by the way, and receive the Holy Ghost, it will show unto you all things what ye shall do" if you have ever wondered what you need to do, you should first ask "did I enter in by the way" if you do not enter in, you will not receive the Holy Ghost, and you will be lost and discouraged. "It shall be given thee from the time thou shalt go, until the time thou shalt return what thou shalt do" D&C 28:15 if we are "faith unto me [the Lord], it shall be made known unto them what they shall do" D&C 52:4 it is when we place our confidence and faith in the Lord, that we are able to preach by His spirit, and know what we are to do. When we place confidence in our own talents, we will fall ever short of the daily tasks we need to perform. But if we place our faith in Christ, we will see miracles, and we will not under work.
Something will come into every missionary that learns to recognize, and rely on the spirit. That is the spirit of prophesy. Alma and Amulek knew the thoughts and intents of zeezroms heart because they "were given power that they might know of these things according to the spirit of prophesy" Alma 12:7 When we identify this style of teaching, we will be able to observe, listen, discern, and speak. We will not speak at them, but we will speak to their hearts. The things they yearn for are far more important to them, than anything else you could say.
I have made it appoint to leave in the morning fully resolved that before my head hits the pillow at night, that someone, ANYONE will hear my charge to baptism. Each person I meet will know and feel my conviction of the Savior by the power of the Holy Ghost. One must be worthy and willing in order to have such a conviction. My goal in the gospel of Jesus Christ, is to have such a conviction, such a knowledge of the doctrine, that when I speak, it will go far beyond the words I say. But will be a conviction that can be felt to those who are seeking. The patterns we find in the scriptures are the anchors in which the Doctrine of Christ can be stitched to the fleshy tables of our hearts.
I LOVE BEING A MISSIONARY!!
Peace!
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